Robert's Funeral

Robert will be buried in Pie Town, NM on Saturday the 26th of July. I still can't believe any of this is real, I'm in shock. I've felt my brother's spirit with me from time to time, and I know he's happy, still... My heart hurts so bad, this is a tough one. Pray for our mom, she really needs some peace. She wants to be with Robert so bad, I only hope she can wait until it's her time. Everyone is so worried about her. Robert would have been 30 in September. I've cried so much, then when I feel like I have no tears left I cry again. The funeral is going to be tough! I'm speaking at his funeral and I'm going to tell some funny stories about Robert and share the good things about him. I'd better buy waterproof mascara...